Oooh

So, I have finally managed to write something for my blog. It's been a long time, and I have gone through a series of days when I had a lot to say. I can continue to curse myself for not putting it down in ink(or on hard disk)... but the fact remains, none of that will probably come back. And the real amazing thing here is that I am finally typing in words, even though I have absolutely no idea what I want to say (I generally do - my ego), and the keyboard here is sticky. I am in a lab and I have other terminals available, but I still continue to stick to this one. The moral of the story, if you are unable to do something, its not because things and people around you stop you from doing it, its because someone inside you doesn't want to do it. Its pretty much a twisted version of "Where there's a will, there's a way", but I have never understood it the way I am doing it, right now.

I suddenly feel a lot more positive. I have something to say (alright), and I hope nothing has been lost in the past one month. You can call it a gush of energy if you like, God works well for some as well, but something or someone has really caused a shift of balance here. I wasn't in a particularly bad mood either, but it was nowhere close to the one I am in now. And I cannot but stop myself from believing that its only a glum period that leads to a really bright one. And you can still argue that it sounds very similar to another famous proverb, but I have the exact same words to repeat, I have never understood it the way I am doing it, right now.